the one about my thesis, pt 5

14:59 - i'm going to work for an hour and a half and see what i can get researched. 

16:31 - took a 10 minute break at 16:00 so now i'm going for another 30 mins

17:09 - finished my research. hopefully i will write it all into material tomorrow.

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